Okay the last post was a bit harsh and over the top and I apologise for that. It was an in-the-moment type of thing. ANYWAYS, I'm so excited for tomorrow! Tomorrow's the annual Multicultural Day at HAHS and it's also the day that infallible has been working hard for. I can't wait to see what it feels like to perform on a stage in front of a hall full of HAHS students and teachers and parents. The others have told me that all you can see is blackness and possibly the first row of the audience. That would be good for me because then it'd feel like practice. No pressure. No nervousness. I guess I'll just have to see for myself tomorrow! I'm so excited but scared at the same time. I'm not the best dancer in the group nor am I good at listening to the beats of a song. I'm so scared that I'll have a mental blank on stage or do the wrong choreo. My timing for some parts are off and I hope that tomorrow the timing would be perfect. It's our last Multicultural Day ever and I want it to be perfect! 

As Durga said to me:
"Look confident and no one will realise that you stuffed up"

I need to remember that for tomorrow as well as to SMILE and always look at the audience! 

Also, I'm having dinner with the gorgeous DQ girls tomorrow night at J's Kitchen (aka cooks hill) and I think we're going to Meet Fresh afterwards because they have a buy 1 get 1 free offer. So asian! Cabramatta's Moochi had their grand opening today as well. They were selling regular froyo with 3 toppings for only $2! WHAT A BARGAIN! But it was only for 1 day only. I'm so devastated that I couldn't go. :(

12/12/12 - the last time EVER where the number for the day, month and year are the same! 

also, 
CONGRATS TO MYSELF FOR REACHING THE 200TH MARK FOR
MY BLOG POST! YAY!

(the other one didn't count because it was just me ranting about my life. lol)

Screw the HSC. Screw the 99.95 ATAR. Screw university. I dont fucking care if I end up living on streets beginning for money. I give a crap about it anymore. I'll just be the daughter who freaking failed in life. Better yet, I'll just be the daughter you never had.
All you ever do is complain about your troubles to other people. You always tell someone else so that they can tell them off for you. You know what? NO ONE FREAKING CARES! I hate how you always complain to me about how screwed up your life is and how you regret everything that has happened in the past. I DONT CARE! Why? Cause I've spent the last 17 years of my life listening to your complaints and I'VE HAD ENOUGH! I will NOT listen to your complaints anymore and I will NOT be the person who comforts you. ENOUGH IS ENOUGH.

LET ME LIVE THE LIFE THAT I WANT, 

NOT THE LIFE YOU WISH YOU HAD.

I should be writing my essay for geography (that was due on Friday) but I honestly cannot be bothered. I am really bad at writing essays and I generally get really bad marks for them. Also, to add to that, this essay is geography related and that brings my interest levels down to China! All the mini taks I've been doing for geography has been of such crap quality. Like, I'm opnly doing them for the sake of doing them. They're all rushed and they probably don't even answer the question. Good luck to me when we have to write that extended response on the 5th of September which is pretty much what all these mini tasks are for. It's all for the purpose of preparing us for that extended response that we will be completing under 'School Certificate Examination Conditions'.

The Kpop Festival is coming up in November and apparently the tickets go on sale in September. Honestly, I really want to go but being the considerate daughter I am, I'm trying to hold back. After living with my parents for 15 years, I KNOW that they won't let me go especially because the concert ends at like 10/11pm. The only way I can go is if my sister goes with me. Yeah ... errr ... that's nnever going to happen. My sister doesn't even listen to kpop and you could probably say that she hates kpop. The tickets are pretty expensive as well. Plus, I don't think my sister is considerate enough to just waste a hundred bucks on going to a concert for the sake of her little sister. But in the end, I still want to go! What to do? What to do!?

Btw, the song Ugly by 2NE1 is pretty good. It can be related to by pretty much every girl. I think the only thing I like about this song is its chorus. In my opinion, the beginning of the song is too slow. The song goes something like this: slow, fast, slow, fast. That may be a good thing but if I could I would change that. But then again, who am I to say that when talented producers have created this song and made it so popular, keeping in mind that this song has won many awards on music programs in Korea?

Over the course of the holidays I had planned to complete all, well most, of my assignments and homework which of course didn't happen. I planned out what i should do each day on a calendar but unfortuntely my laziness got the better of me and I didn't do what i wanted each day. But on the brighter side, I did do SOME of my work which is still very satisfying to me even though I really regret being so lazy and 'cbb' during the holidays. School is starting tomorrow and, like the intelligent and organised person I am, instead of staying at home and finishing my geo work, that is probably due before Tuesday, I'm going shopping with Anita. Oh the guilt I will feel tonight when I have to forcefully finish my speech and powerpoint. It's going to be so bad! =="

So moving on, during this holiday I started watching two dramas. Yes, if one wasn't enough I had to watch two. I'm watching Miss Ripley and Heartstrings. I really don't understand why i'm watching it now because it's still airing in Korea and I would have to wait ages before the next new episode comes out.
 
So instead of me writing a blog about which drama I like best and why, I will write a short synopsis for each and you can decide which one you'd want to watch.


Miss Ripley - Yoochun!
This drama is basically about lies and how a girl (Jang Mi Ri) tries to become successful by using lies. The girl is an orphan and after being adopted she became a prostitute in Japan. After a while she finds herself in Korea and she coincidentally encountered her friend (Moon Hee Joo) who went to the same orphanage as her. She not only uses her friend, she also uses people's feelings. That is all i'm going to say. I guess it's good to see how people manipulate the truth by using lies but I kinda got really annoyed at how two-face and manipulative the main girl is. The only reason i'm sitll wtaching it is because all her lies are getting revealed now and she is slowly losing everyone and everything she once had because of her lies.



Heartstrings - Yonghwa and Minhyuk!
I can't really put this drama into words. It's just a college love story between a guy and a girl who start out hating each other and ultimately falls in love with each other after conquering many obstacles. Yeah, it's pretty clinche but that's pretty much it. BUT Minhyuk is so adorable and funny in this drama. He plays the role of the dorky and naive drummer. Although he isn't really the male lead, he is still worth watching! 
In my opinion, Yonghwa plays the role of a cold hearted guy well because of his appearance. But if you were talking about his acting, he can't act. He just can't express himself properly with his facial expressions and body languages. Hate me if you want but that's the truth. I'm sorry.
I know twitter many people didn't want to watch Heartstrings because they couldn't bare seeing Yonghwa with another girl who isn't Seohyun from SNSD. That is because Yonghwa and Seohyun was on a show called We Got Married where they pretended to be married couple. It was really cute and corny but they had to stop being a couple and appearing on the show because of both Yonghwa's and Seohyun's schedules.




I should really stop watching these dramas and get all my work done. But I cant't because i'm a kdrama addict. Once I start, I can't stop. It's like reading a book. Once you start reading it, you can't stop no matter what. I think I need to go to a kdrama rehab. I've got absolutely no self control whatsoever. :(

 

Is it wrong to feel a sense of anger within me whenever someone brings this topic up? Is it wrong to feel unequal and unworthy when someone wrongly assumes you are part of something that you're not? Is it wrong to feel jealousy and hatred towards someone because you feel that they don't deserve what they have? Is this the power of jealousy? Is this what it truly feels like to lose?

Everytime I read something or see something that has to do with 'that' I feel so annoyed and angry. I wouldn't say that I deserved it, but I honestly don't understand why I didn't get it. I wanted it so bad yet some people who didn't even want it, got it and people who didn't look worthy of it, were given the opportunity to live up to it. What about me? Do I not get the chance to shine and show others what I am truly capable of?


What's done is done and although I really should grow up and be mature about it, I can't help but continuously ask and think about what would've happened if I had won.

Today was the biggest morning tea and I would like to take this opportunity to commend all the organizers who put so much effort into making this day so yummy and awesome. This includes Michelle Dam and Priscilla Lao and the guys and the other people whom I have forgot. Also, to everyone who made the cakes They were delicious! Sorry for not directly acknowledging everyone.

The firs period today was maths. Something really funny happened during maths today. So Virginia was telling me how fast the clouds were moving and so we both ended up staring at the window. Jack and Robert, who were sitting at the table next to us, thought we weird and asked us what we were staring at. We told them about the clouds and they were like 'Holy shit! They are moving fast!' Stephen Du overheard us and joined in and eventually half the class was staring at the window whilst Huxley was teaching the class. Haha!

In period 2 we had pass and butler wasn't here so we had trotter. LOL! Instead of doing our work, raeanne and I were drawing in her mini art book and playing unblock me and minesweeper. The whole class was pretty much doing whatever and trotter didn't even care!

The last two periods were food tech prac. We made min frittatas which tasted alright. Since we were getting assessed, every group was stressing about presentation and everything. Our group, in particular, got fancy with the BBQ sauce and wiped down any speck of crumbs that would possibly make us lose marks. It wasn't all that important but it was pretty funny.

Towards the end of the lesson, the whole class was just mucking around because we all finished early. Diana started to pretend that she was walking down an escalator and lift. It was really funny and eventually Anita, Shelly, Nathan and Juhee were doing it too. Videos of the invisible elevator are on my Facebook. It's pretty hilarious so go check it out!

Can't wait for grade sport tryouts on Wednesday! I really wanna kick James Meehan's ass in at least one game of volleyball! OH YEAH! Haha

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Yesterday I went to see Fast Five at Livo with a bunch of people from our grade. I'm not gonna elaborate too much on the movie much because I might accidentally spoil it for those who haven't seen it yet. See, I can be considerate! ... sometimes ... :D

Overall it was a really awesome movie. It was the first fast and furious movie I've seen and I have to say that I was pretty impressed and I wouldn't mind watching it again! It was really action packed and different to what I expected. I think would give it around 4 to 4.5 stars out of 5. So go watch if you haven't already done so. Just a tip - STAY FOR THE CREDITS! Trust me, if you don't then you just wasted your $20 watching it. It's a really big cliffhanger especially for those who've seen all the other fast and furious movies.

I'll just leave it at that for me. But seriously, GO WATCH IT! I really want to watch the other fast and furious movies but they don't seem that good. Especially because in some of them the main characters from the 5th are missing. Except for the 4th one where all the main characters are together. I really do have the habit of watching something half way and then going back to watch it from the beginning after everything has been ruined for me. That's what happened to me for Grey's Anatomy and it was really weird watching it from season 1 after I knew who would end up with who.

Anyway, during the movie Minh Pham was YAWNING! I've mentioned this to many people already but I still can't get over it! Why Minh, WHY? It was amazingly good! But I can't complain. about it too much because you didn't even want to watch it in the first place. But thankyou for choosing to watch Fast Five instead of Never Say Never and Scream 4. *shivers*

Also, during the movie there wa this lady at the back of the cinema who had a really funny laugh. It was kinda like the girl version of Vikas' laugh. For those of you who don't already know, Vikas has this laugh where once you hear him laugh, you start laughing too. That was the same for that lady who was sitting at the back of the cinema. She would laugh at the most randomest moments, that weren't even funny, and we would start laughing. Mainly that was jus Anita and Therese but there was this one moment near the end of the film when that lady laughed. It wasn't even a funny scene at all, i think it was during one of those suspenseful scenes. Anyway, she laughed and then everyone in the cinema was laughing. I'm not kidding. EVERYONE. It was all quiet then that lady laughed then 5 seconds later EVERYONE in the cinema was laughing at her laugh. Her laugh was like AHAHAHAHAHA! NOT EVEN KIDDING! Funny lady! :L

Did I also mention that it took me and Minh forever, and I literally mean FOREVER, to choose what movie we wanted to watch. Lol. Some of the guys were telling us not to watch Never Say Never and how crap the rating was and everything and then Minh didn't want to watch Fast Five. Bottom line: it was really confusing bad stressful!

The whole day, in total, was really fun but I'm not bothered to blog about the other things that happened. Sorry guys!

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