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I'm sorry, i just don't love you no more
Friday, August 13

Terence recently put this message on his facebook status about cancer and people and families who have been through them. That message made me think of a person i knew that had cancer, leukemia. I don't think i've ever spoken about it and i think i should just share some of my thoughts now. Like many people say, it's better to let it out then bottle it inside.

This all started in, i think, year 2. There was this guy in my class and he was cheerful and funny. One of those guys who you'd love to hand around. It wasn't long till he was diagnosed with leukemia. The news shocked everyone even the principal. He fought a long battle and eventuall gave in in year 4/5. I still remember the day where the principal had a talk with all the people in his year 2 class. It was a long, slow moment where the only thing i could think of was how regretful i was for not being closer to him. I wished  could go back in time and talked to him more and understand him more so that our friendship could build up.
I also remember that the whole school had a ceremony for him and i remember, ever so clearly, the people who were crying. Parents, teachers, students. Everyone. 


Everytime i think about primary, i would always think of what happened to that guy. He was only in year 2 when he found out that he had cancer. YEAR 2 ! Why was the world so cruel to him ? Why did he have to be diagnosed with cancer? WHY ?


So many questions, but no answers. 
RIP Mattheew (F)


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