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Dream it, Believe it, Create it
Who Am I ?
Sunday, April 11



I hate who i am and what i've become. I prefer the old me. The person i was back then had lots of motivation and was more independent. Thinking back to the past, i realised how much i've changed and how much different i am now. I dislike it. I dislike it to the point that i might even hate myself. Who am i ? What am i ? What have i become ?
I need answers but no one can answer them for me, because this is my problem and something i need to overcome. I need to start new, refresh and get motivated again. I need to make changes and figure out clearly what i am doing. 
In tv shows, they make changes easy. They tell you that all you need is a bit of help and a clear mind. But then again that's tv, this is reality. Everything is 100 times harder in reality because, of course, its reality.
This may all sound like some ridiculous dramatic problem that i need sympathy for. But it's not. I've made up my mind and i'm gona stick with it. I don't know if it'll work or not but i guess only time can tell. 

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